back.. ugh..

Ok. So after more than a year, I finally decided to update this rotten blog. What really made me update is because I'm so tired of doing nothing at home. I don't go out and I just usually stay here. I tell you it's so boring. By the way, I also improved my blogging skills. I will use straight English from now on (fingers-crossed!) and I'll be following right usage and grammar. I was some kind of amazed with my friends' (Did I misplace the apostrophe? I hope I didn't.) blogs written in straight English. So I might as well try.

Back to being bored.

I don't have anything to do here than eat, watch tv and sleep. No wonder I gained some pounds and inches. (Arr! My pants don't fit well now!) Though I get to surf the net often and use YM (but not too much because of my freakin' virus), I don't find it equally satisfying compared with really being with my friends and talking and laughing 'till our stomachs hurt. Well. I don't have many friends. I mean, I think I have a handful of them.

Speaking of friends.

Last night or should I say in the wee hours of the night-morning, I can't manage to go to sleep. I blame it to the Mocha Javaccino I drank in a coffee shop after dinner. So i grabbed my cellphone and texted with Roe and Arvi. But (ugh) they told me they are going to sleep so I bid them good night. So after some efforts trying to sleep, I did not succeed. And I though of texting people in my phonebook. I searched for 5 names and marked them (Matthew, Ray, Ralph, Sally and Pauline). I thought they might be awake at that time too and I thought they may be the ones whom I can talk (as in TALK) to. But then nobody replied so I decided to close my eyes once again. But my phone vibrated and it was Ralph. Good! Someone is still awake. And nice timing that I haven't heard anything about him for the past month (but actually it has been monthssss since we last talked as umm.. friends..??) Ok. So I replied then he replied (after 10 mins.) and I replied again and he replied (after 15 mins.) and I replied and..... no more. I think he fell asleep already. So that was it. I watched CSI:NY and finally fell asleep.

More on friends.

I realized that I have nothing to do for the day so I texted Arvi if she's free an go to the mall. But apparently, she's "dying" (according to her). She told me she'll be free tomorrow but I'll be going to UP tomorrow to enroll. (ugh.. again..) Ray and Esther, on the other hand are in UP today to enroll so I can't ask them to go out. (ugh.. again..) The former is also incommunicado because he merely checks his phone for messages. Sally is in a far-way land called Cavite so I don't think she'll be able to go. And Karen is.. um.. where is Karen? I haven't heard about this girl since Grad Ball. Matthew is.. um.. where is this guy too? But actually, we really don't go out so it's ok even though he's not available.

Poor me.

Ugh.. Poor me. I only have a handful of friends and they're all out there somewhere with somebody. What I just like is to be with them and catch up on each other's lives. But they are all nowhere. If anybody of you reads this, remember: My phone is just lying there waiting for a text message.

On friends again.

Am I not a good friend? Oh God. Why am I suddenly thinking about this? But after all, I still think that I'm a good friend. Where are they now? Are they going away? Yeah. Maybe. Moving on and making new friends. So I'm left with no one. Ok. I'll just accept. Should I? Am I sounding too dramatic? Forgive me. It's what I'm feeling at this time.

Too long.

This entry has been too long so I have to stop now and post this. Hope I hear from you guys soon. And I hope you liked my new blogging style. Sorry for some typographical and or grammatical errors present herein. I was not able to proofread it.